So a few of you know what has been going on with me lately, i have been working on finishing up school [that's done thank god] working on cosplays, i need to rethink some of those though now because of what happened Thursday[well really very early Friday morning as it was 2am] i was having problems falling asleep because i couldn't get comfortable in the bed or on the couch i though is was just some gas pain or my back just not wanting to play nice with me, but it didn't get any better and i ended up throwing up 3 times before i woke up Dan at 4am, he had to take me to the ER because the pain was so bad, i could hardly walk, so i was put in a wheelchair, they went over the usual stuff of getting my information and what meds i take and everything, drew some blood [everything there came back normal thankfully] but the morphine and other painkillers they gave me were not working to lessen my pain, they did an ultrasound on me and found out that i had gallstones and one was blocking the tube thing in my gallbladder causing me pain, they got me prepped for surgery [first surgery ever] to remove it, i feel much better now i had to spend the night at the hospital. . . and i don't want to have to again . . i was so alone and scared, i am thankful that Dan brought me the stuffed animal that he always sleeps with and i was surprised that he did but it helped me to relax, im glad to be home now though, i get my cat and my Fiancee to cuddle with and help me relax, im healing nicely too, i thank everyone that was concerned for me it really showed me how much i mean to you all.

ill try to be a little more active here and keep people updated on how i am doing, now once i get healed i can continue the exercises for my knees to correct my odd kneecaps and hopefully not have to have surgery on them x.x

love you guys <3
RaRa

EDIT: oh right! i forgot to mention that i got a hair cut >.> its all awesome and short and long and i have BANGS!!